Change

Time flies. This song is nearly 20. And most people still resist change. Even those who crave it, often want something changed back to the way things used to be. If there is regret, we want to change the outcome by going back.

But real change is not about the past. The past needs to be erased, deleted, wiped clean so we can start over. We need to be free of the shackles and weight of our unforgiveness, our pain, our regret....

For me, the change was in waiting, which for an impatient guy, is excruciating. And I've been in financial, work, schedule doldrums for a long time. It was like waiting for nothing.

As change has come in the silence which was an awakening to the voice in my heart, in the sorrow which resurrected the joy in my soul, and the apparent lack of popularity which made me see the constant companionship of those who love me.... I see that someone has been waiting me at the end of my tunnel of doubt.

"They that wait on the Lord, will renew their strength, they will run and not get weary, they will walk and not faint." Who knew waiting was so difficult... but the strength I feel is real.