Fear

You can sing "I'm not afraid of the darkness. Whom shall I fear if God be for me?" a million times and not be convinced. For it is "perfect love" that "casts out fear. If I don't feel loved, there is always dread and fear that a mistake will put me outside of a love circle.

In the last few days, this fear is disappearing from my inner most psyche. Things that would have made me panic, suddenly seem mundane and "I'm not afraid of the darkness anymore."

For I see that even my loneliness is shared. My fear of harming others and the fear of being rejected is a feeling shared in the empty space of the Universe which miraculously (or utmost improbably) created life which is mine at least for a time.

Working out this mystery along with my friends will inspire me until my last day.